It was my birthday and I got lots of awesome presents from my awesome friends and I'm happy to have them in my life.
I need to draw more. Everyday. Just like I used to. So I've been bringing around tiny sketchbooks with me everywhere I go and I doodle whenever I get inspiration. I do still draw! It is just a matter of posting and being proud of what I post! UGH it is a struggle I'm having. I look at my gallery and it is a bunch of incompletes.
Why can't I finish something? Put hours into it like I used to? I've been sadly going through depression and for the majority of it I've been battling it alone. I lost a lot of people recently, but that's because they were never a real support system and I understand and know that. Some people just don't know how to help others and I know that. It can be difficult dealing with someone who suffers from depression and the moods they have. I've learned how to fight it on my own and my awesome friends are here to support me!
I know a lot of people suffer from depression and so I know I have support here too
I also have art. And YOU. Fans of my art. That support me.
You were a support system for me when I was a teen and we learned a lot together, didn't we?! lol we supported and were always kind to each other. I fekkin love that and MISS THAT!
I don't have much direction with what I want to draw lately. I'd really like to do more FAN ART!!! I'd love to join cons across country and maybe meet you one day
WOULDN'T THAT BE COOL???!!!
That's a dream, I'll see how it goes. I do believe I have what it takes, I just am the kind of person that has a hard time going for it (damn, you depression!)
I have one life and I happen to be an artist, I want to do what I can with it because I KNOW it makes me happy. Making you happy makes me happy. That's how it goes.IF YOU HAVE ANY GOOD FAN ART IDEAS WRITE THEM IN A COMMENT BELOW
This took courage to write and share.